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i never realized how much i loved college (and tcnj) until i can no longer go back there. this is sort of a delayed reaction since i was there constantly in the beginning of the summer, but now that i've moved and settled into my job its hitting me hard. i'm gonna miss all the people i won't see everyday now. good friends from only a few short years. all the engineers, even some professors. working on homework in armstrong was something i really enjoyed. it's all the little stupid things, too. the parking deck, the rat, my dorm, the engineering building, those stupid long twin beds, the constant construction, the rec center dungeon gym, not needing actual money to buy things, milk chuggs, rt. 1, princeton, sleepovers, t dubs, the bells in green hall, dryer sheets, never actually doing homework but always saying i was gonna, destroying some tests and failing others in a way that few will ever know, pizza, no. 1 china, the student center, all the parties and late nights.
i keep visiting the tcnj website, looking at pictures, and getting all vaclemp. classes start tomorrow... i'll be at work bright and early for the rest of my life. LAME.
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